Account has been inactive for 3 years now. Pretty amazed that I gained 10.000 views and over a hundred watchers! Still, I don't wanna be associated with my old MMD work anymore since I really dislike the pictures now.
Therefore: Everything besides the GIFs will be deleted.
I had and loved this account at a time which was really hard for me. I had to go through so much. Reading the old journals and seeing the pictures remind me of the things I felt at that time and the person I used to be. I'm happy I was able to move on and live a happy life after 2 crappy years.
Thank you, everyone who always cheered me up and never left me alone when I needed someone. I will always be grateful to you !
For everyone out there who reads this and goes through a hard time: It will get better. It might not seem like it right now but eventually there will be a day when all this crap in your life is finally over. Believe me.. One day you look back on the person you've been and on all these hardships you've went through and you're gonna realize how much you've grown and how small and far away all of this is now. It will hurt sometimes, but once you've gone through that, you'll be conscious of how much how can achieve and that the next big problem will be over one day, just like your last.
You are worth something. Never let anyone else tell you otherwise.
You are enough.
Thanks for sticking with me so long guys !